3/15/12
Nothin like a good cry in the shower to start the morning. Now I’m gonna do this really cool trick where I convince everyone I’m happy and stop giving a shit!
3/14/12
I love feeling like no one wants me around. Like they would rather have me not here, they just don’t say anything cause they don’t wanna be rude. they keep telling me that’s not how it is but they never invite me anywhere, they don’t talk to me about shit (some of them even ignore my existance!) and they never ask me what I wanna do.
Haha speaking of feeling unwanted. Prom is in a month, I’ve bet my dad that I won’t get asked :/ I don’t make bets I won’t win :( fmfl
people who have never cut don’t understand this, but that’s exactly what it’s like
(Source: onetruesaviour)
and some times it’s just a way for people to make you feel like you matter and then they just stop talking to you. no explanation, no nothing. then you know where you really stand.
(Source: mystandards)





